beetiger: (kenya)
beetiger ([personal profile] beetiger) wrote2006-12-12 10:15 pm

Energy flow

I need a crush.

It doesn't even have to be a reciprocated crush, though that certainly would be nice. But mostly, I'm just seeking that kind of limerent buzz right now, that feeling of being all tingly bubbly excited about someone whom I don't even know if they like me yet.

I can't really create that from scratch, though. And I haven't really met much of anyone new, even just in a kind of friendly social context, in quite a while really.

My friends' list is cluttered this week with people with new crushes, and I'm envious. Not of the attention, though some of them have been very lucky on that front, indeed. I'm envious of the feeling.

I haven't been really excited about anything in what seems like forever.

[identity profile] beerhorse.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
I hear ya! All my crushes lately have ended up with me crushed.

[identity profile] cktraveler.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
You could always develop a crush on me. ^_^

Seriously, I almost wish the three of you were coming up here instead of the other way around. Some of my friends you really have to meet.

[identity profile] kensan-oni.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
I wish I could say I felt that way about anyone...*sigh*

[identity profile] lmacleod.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
What happened with you and LeDiva? As long as I've seen you two, I always thought she had the biggest crush on you and vice verca?

Though I remember years back I had a bit of a crush on you so yay, I managed to get back on topic!

Good luck though!

[identity profile] beetiger.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
*grins* LeDiva and I just celebrated our five-year anniversary this summer. And she's absolutely wonderful. The feelings I have for her just aren't the emotion I'm talking about here.

*laughs gently* You did? I didn't know that...that makes me feel happy to hear.

[identity profile] ladyperegrine.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Your icon, in this context, makes me laugh... :-)

Happy hunting?!

[identity profile] alcinoe.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't been really excited about anything in what seems like forever.

I totally get what you mean. Once upon a time a trip to Michaels for a new thing to do would get me going, now it is like nothing has that spark for me. What meds are you taking? I know this started when I was taking Effexor and I think that I have to jumpstart my brain somehow to get it excited about stuff again.

[identity profile] verse.livejournal.com 2006-12-13 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I may or may not have a crush on you! Like a tootsie roll pop, the world may never know.