Energy flow
Dec. 12th, 2006 10:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beetigerI need a crush.
It doesn't even have to be a reciprocated crush, though that certainly would be nice. But mostly, I'm just seeking that kind of limerent buzz right now, that feeling of being all tingly bubbly excited about someone whom I don't even know if they like me yet.
I can't really create that from scratch, though. And I haven't really met much of anyone new, even just in a kind of friendly social context, in quite a while really.
My friends' list is cluttered this week with people with new crushes, and I'm envious. Not of the attention, though some of them have been very lucky on that front, indeed. I'm envious of the feeling.
I haven't been really excited about anything in what seems like forever.
It doesn't even have to be a reciprocated crush, though that certainly would be nice. But mostly, I'm just seeking that kind of limerent buzz right now, that feeling of being all tingly bubbly excited about someone whom I don't even know if they like me yet.
I can't really create that from scratch, though. And I haven't really met much of anyone new, even just in a kind of friendly social context, in quite a while really.
My friends' list is cluttered this week with people with new crushes, and I'm envious. Not of the attention, though some of them have been very lucky on that front, indeed. I'm envious of the feeling.
I haven't been really excited about anything in what seems like forever.
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Date: 2006-12-13 01:42 pm (UTC)I totally get what you mean. Once upon a time a trip to Michaels for a new thing to do would get me going, now it is like nothing has that spark for me. What meds are you taking? I know this started when I was taking Effexor and I think that I have to jumpstart my brain somehow to get it excited about stuff again.