Spring cleaning

[beetiger]

The beehive is not really in the state I wanted it, but it is good enough that if I got a call tomorrow saying my bees were here, I'd have somewhere to put them. So that call could come anytime now, please :) Also, I do have enough materials to get a first level started on a second hive, so if a swarm wants to move in to this one before I get that call, that would be just fine with me, Universe.

Really in a one step at a time, one foot in front of the other place right now. Monday, I attended a medically required C-section, over 8 weeks early, for a client I didn't expect to serve until June. It wouldn't have been my top choice to be back in the hospital quite so soon after dealing with my mother in the ICU, but life is what it is, and the baby is doing well in the NICU.

This week is full of things to do -- taxes, book reviews, dealing with family and the beginnings of estate stuff -- and low on mental and emotional energy. But I'm doing what I can, and trying to be gentle on myself.

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[autumnquest.livejournal.com]

I've been thinking of you. Maybe having to do something intense at the hospital was like getting back on the bike, you know? Give yourself a break when you need to mourn and when you need to be angry and when you just need to not think about it. *hugs* Miss you.