But I can't afford to be that way right now; there's a lot of organization and competence that needs to happen or things are just going to fall apart.
I feel this way so much. In a way, it's a good thing, because it keeps me functional. In another way, I wish for that easy camaraderie you're talking about where I could reach out and others would help and vice versa. I don't know how to do it either.
I also get what I think of as the Little Match Girl feeling, which you've described well above.
One thing I'm realizing in hindsight is that transitions are tough for me, and you're in the middle of a big one right now. Maybe that's part of it?
Wishing peace for you and a sense that you are part of the order of things. Actually, that reminded me of "Wild Geese" (I thought I stole the line from Oliver), but the real quote is much nicer.
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Date: 2012-06-05 08:16 am (UTC)I feel this way so much. In a way, it's a good thing, because it keeps me functional. In another way, I wish for that easy camaraderie you're talking about where I could reach out and others would help and vice versa. I don't know how to do it either.
I also get what I think of as the Little Match Girl feeling, which you've described well above.
One thing I'm realizing in hindsight is that transitions are tough for me, and you're in the middle of a big one right now. Maybe that's part of it?
Wishing peace for you and a sense that you are part of the order of things. Actually, that reminded me of "Wild Geese" (I thought I stole the line from Oliver), but the real quote is much nicer.
Love.